Coretan Tinta

2012-02-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

Stupid just plain stupid what a weekend
wasted my time and energy
OUCH !

2012-02-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

my birthday is tomorrow
just cant wait
seriously ? nah the number is getting bigger but oh well, nothing can be done
yet i received my first gift already !
thank you my hommie UMMI NAJWA AQILAH !!!

2012-02-07T12:06:00.001+08:00

sis married he moved in.
oh i just gotta wear my hijab everytime i went out of my room *sigh

did i told u , mu is always so ever lucky ?
2 penalties at the end of the match ?
that is like uber miracle .
but for the record mu always gets their last chances last minutes

" Liverpool 0-0 Tottenham Hotspur "

Liverpool were held to an eighth League draw at Anfield this season by a determined Tottenham side.

awesome much ?! was hoping spurs to win tho.
but a draw is a draw . oh well

now watching project runaway all stars.
how cliche is that ?
antm had their all stars series, and with an undeniable conspiracy winner
what about project runaway ? urmmmmm ....
yes they do have a new twist.
project runaway without heidi klum and tim gun
i am so gonna miss the phrase
" make it work "

2012-02-06T01:45:00.001+08:00

maulud nabi

2012-02-05T01:13:00.001+08:00

سلام مولد رسول‎

and because tomorrow is sister's wedding, we work like

hahahah yeah its crazy. and alhamdulillah all the hantaran is DONE !

2012-02-04T23:48:00.001+08:00

cuti lagi tho !
heppi nyah asyik cuti je non-stop but
my my exams getting tougher , but oh well. like i care that much .
since i had this agreement with my parents i think i can live just a little bit longer

cheers

btw last nite was a chillinh night. well frankly speaking thnk you to MAA for coming to my condo and drive me round yeah and off ! goodness people really didnt sleep . of course
its only half past 8 or so

p/s : sis wedding is tomorrow , and Oh Mai Gee how busy i'm going to help prior to the "nikah" on monday =.='

2012-02-01T17:34:00.001+08:00

kl Cuti !

just couldnt agree more

Djokovic beats Nadal to win Australian Open title

2012-01-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

Djokovic beats Nadal to win Australian Open title

wish nadal would win , but seeing djokovic serve , he hit to win

2012-01-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

too cute ! maybe i'm gonna propose this pic as kmkn aus girls group ? oh well

2012-01-29T00:57:00.001+08:00

die die i got less and less time to make decision ! ! !

2012-01-28T19:47:00.001+08:00

3.2 kg bag !

imagine i drag this bag back and forth during my so - called - trip to bmi ! berat kot !
ala ala poket doremon ! sbb kecik tetapi banyak barang !
update my post on "my bmi visit ! "

2012-01-26T10:58:00.001+08:00

why la bmi fmi and micet lagi la
so
ULU KAMPUNG ~

The Descendants Movie Trailer Official (HD)

2012-01-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

seriously ?
who is marrying ? the person or the family ?
well actually its both
thats why org yg nak kahwin tu buat derq je, org lain yg kena bertungkus lumus HAHA
but i dont mind, i enjoyed !

sorry hasanah came back in subang late, couldnt meet u up and have a lovely chat =.="
nnt kita jumpa di putra height sahaja ye my lady !

very chill and relax movie, just to lay and enjoy your day drama

love the scene and atmosphere = NATURE MADNESS

sorry zolta i watched this first before giving to you

black and white post

2012-01-24T15:06:00.001+08:00

just another typical teen talk

u see, theres 3 types of friends in this world.

1 . friends who wants to be your friend, but you didnt
2 . friends who wouldn't want to be your friend, but you did
3 . friends who wants to be your friend, but you did

so , what are the odds? urm non i'll say, but it must hurts to have the 2 option friend. thought we were close back in thosedays. like i said in the previous post this is what i am scared off. bertepuk sebelah tangan T.T its not that i am eager or craving to be her/his friend. rude much, fb is so easy to get connected haha
its just like i'm an anonymous now

but come to think back, like i care that much HAHA
i believed i am and trying more to appreciate those friends in category 1especially and 3 !
theres no time for me to think of this tidious minious randomious talks
time flies fast ~

so had a lovely day with my brothers, well, they borong baju melayu for my sister's wedding function. as for me, i got nothing =.=" dont feel like shopping. along the way, my brothers keeps on cracking some mean mean jokes ! though they are mean , but i'm used to it and no doubt it damn HILARIOUS !

previously i was called "dinosaur" ! now its "ikan bawal" >.<" why? sebab i mencari cari tudung bawal .

then one of them ask

"bawal tu apa?"

as i was about tu answer

" bawal tu .."

" ni la bawal , depan nih "

who is me unfortunately wearing selendang that makes my face look so full and stuffy like "ikan bawal"

as much as i hate them, those are just lies to cover up that i actually loves them. :3

sorry elena. i got ur fb msg late. well came back home late and i dont have internet on the go =.="

really wanna meet you up dear. especially wanting to see you with your hijab awh ;-)

nanti ada rezeki kita jumpa ye

2012-01-23T23:18:00.001+08:00

comelkan, akad nikah goodies ~
still tak tau nak buat mass production mana satu hehe :D

[ from left ; tarbus ekor, topi helicopter, just cap ]

sunday or another

2012-01-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

its sunday, and i am bored at home, LOL its has been like the 2nd day of hols and yet i am bored ?

jadi pergi je la teman my oldie classmate haziqah :D

LOL macam la kl tuh dekat from my house, but oh well, i hitch hike my parents whos on their way to wedding in kl . lucky u haziqah i got transport :)

what we did ?

so i met her more like find here at mph. and oHGGGG ! all books sale untill 90% off. ada yang fixed price, those thick thick book at the shelf less than rm 20 ! oh how i envy those foreigners working in malaysia. can u imaging how dirt cheap it is !

and yet, still i students of IBT had not receive our 1 malaysia book coupon *sigh. well, round and round we go in the mall, makan meh stop and go je, sampai macam nak makan sushi, SERANG ~ nak nih SERANG ~ kenyang i, mostly she blanja *heart* haziqah. and shop for her newly bout kucing parsi food and shitty sand LOL.

what i wanna say is just, the shops in the mall, pretty much close. why because it is CNY !

[before its too late heppi CNY ! ]

u get what i mean. sape contol the flow of economy here in malaysia ?

harap harap anda berfikir sebelum membeli. memikirkan kitaran duit .

mungkin lebih bagus kita membantu orang orang yg lebih memerlukan. إن شاء الله‎

not a fan of siti but som stories bout her

2012-01-21T22:55:00.001+08:00

nILAi ize crazie
smua brg org nak kahwin but semuanya saya macam xnak beli
haish kenapa sebab saya rasa inappropriate
harga ok but the flow of money haha

2012-01-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was the joke of class LOL
mom ~
senpai grad uuuuhhh :3

keluar iBT ke tak ?

2012-01-14T02:01:00.002+08:00

gosh now i remember !
dah masuk 2012 !
habis la my sis is gonna get marry, in less than 1 month ! awwwww i am sooo going to miss you
what am i going to do from now on ?

i believe that family stays forever, but sometimes i wonder can friends be just like family too ?
i hope so, but whats happening around me can't prove that
they might forget me sooner or later, but i still remember them, and that will be uber sad. bak kata pepatah melayu bertepuk sebelah tangan ~ please i don't want this to happen, i am scared to be ALONE

if i am at home, i do not want to go back to IBT life. i can't stand it anymore. those nuisance of teacher saying this and that. is their aim is always towards me ? if so why ?
but as i stayed at IBT i do appreciate the life there, how convenience it is, the allowance well except for IBT . i still can't accept is to go every morning to hurdle the test and so on
but now i think my parents are dead serious about this matter.
whats gonna happen ?
dear Allah help me choose !

recreation !

2012-01-14T00:10:00.001+08:00

well another weekend
heheeh today is a SAD + HAPPY day

saya cerita yg bahagia dulu la

for the first time kitaorg ada recreation subject !! its considered amazing cuz hidup jepun yg bagai nak giler beljar je no playtime =.="

OMG cikgu smua evil !! i mean okumiya sensei our math teacher is like a father to us.
but mak ai bila main dodge ball td, muka bagai nak taiko mafia aka kenakan orang. gila KEJI seyh !
totally funny and cute
pastu si horikomi sensei pulak giler tinggi punya cikgu 190++ cm giler tho and yet somehow he got the thing that can attract people. a charm perhaps, what ever. comel giler td bila smua cikgu and the girls mask dlm circle of dodge ball huh, pastu kitaorg smua nak hide belakang org la kan *takut ken a, stoopid strategy actually hahah *
pastu dia macam expand his hands and bust mcm jaga anak anak dia ! sweet
the comes okabe , our homeroom teacher.
ngek la dia mcm cacing kepanasan. seriously FUNNY and ugly. terkinja kinja but more to funny muahhahaha
tapi tetiba sesat dtg takashira sensei tapi mak ai hebat BEBENAR dia main . pandai tangkap embut badan elak.
saya mmg loser la kan tpi ada satu round tu saya champ ! but what ever i was never the centre of attraction . MEOW

what ever pon, bare in mind, all these people above are all japanese, and bear in mind they are PLASTICS

will never have a slight of fondness feeling

well the sad part will be

i had to reject my friends offer for dinner ! and OMG if u understand what type of person i am i can't reject offers only if it involves my family. and this time it did. T.T
o sorry to u ! ! but i will no matter what make it up some how :D kan dah duk dekat area KL :D so excite !
also i declined to go to USRAH btw *sigh

btw today je ada 2 cikgu nak sentuh saya ,
first okumiya sensei because my jalan kerja nak buat math saya lebih senang, so dia nak usap usap kepala and OMG my stimulus terus react ! mak ai , macam cikgu huh some kind of virus pulak. saya dah ready kluar tangan nak karate ! tapi LOL hebat hebat buat math dlm kelas kat paper exam hancur apa la guna kan
second Okumoto sensei , cikgu paling gedik ! like totally seriously gedik ! i like always offer myself to help pick up and arrange stuff. after all that, she actually wanted to say thank you , but OH MY did nak pegang my cheek ?! what the heck ? ewww... true saya menjerit =.="

the opposite *

shinnen kai

2012-01-07T23:39:00.001+08:00

wowo
OMG org JEPUN teramat kaya
rm 5 macam rm 0.50 je WTH ?!
but no doubt la kan considering these japanese mostly boss of BIG japanese company in Malaysia, for example, JUSCO
and oh my bebudak dia, sngat la mud a ala ala sekolah rendah tapi fashion madam sudan umor 20 , 18 tahun. totally this is japan. Untuk majukan negara u have to give and take the pro and cons. cons will be perangai macam setan. HAHA sarcasm !

tapi one thing for sure, pak cik pak cik my both wasn't friendly at all. my booth is called くじ引き　！
i was amazed nampak bannyak types of mixture of japanese blood. ada
japanese + english
Japanese + malay *alim ( totally shocked and touched T.'
japanese + indian * not a good combination nampak cam mexican, tapi still the face features lawa+sharp
japanese + japane hahaha typical
japanese + chinese * actually u can see the difference TRY !

i hate seeing these dushbags *OOPPS types off people. yang nak make out during event ! yea i believe so its the moment to do that, but eyesore la peeps eyesore ! ISHK ! menggatal gatal tolong la peeps ~ well one of the reason is because i am a cultural person, so i do not like any bad influence yang kacau ketenteraman dan mood event madam ini =.="

the highlights will be, thnk you wan noruddin, thnk u for coming ! it may be nothing to you , but to me i am happy ! happy because i was able to spread the japanese news to u all. well the right type of japanese influence. not those cosplay etc. so far as I'm concerned korang bebudak kohai AAJ x banyak dapat news cam kitaorg. mostly senpai je buat. tp hahahah met wan and his friends and the ktm excalator and gosh jump lagi sorang budak taiping neh, a friend of zolta and most of maresmartians ! haha

before that had lunch hat mid ! with ckgu hisham ! hahaha actually jumpa di kl central but , hahaha xda restaurant nak makan so off we go to MID VALLEY ! ate Pizza Hut !

2012-01-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

heppi new year !
2012 is here !
is it a yay or not ? well on the bad side my age is getting bigger, on the bright side , well nothing.
perhaps because i enjoy my 2011 life so much., a very relaxing, hectic, enjoyable life. well met couple of great people and awesome people too . reality is reality, i cant go back to those times anymore, future is HERE !

tomorrow is shinnenkai of japan club kuala lumpur yay ! excite ! tho, i hate japan, but my inner soul to do volunteering work never fade. ever since i join girls guide i always got attracted to those activities. invited some of my friends but i guess, people are busy.

those kmkn-ians are busy packing, lgk-ian all over the place, sj-ians well scattered. hahah

here are me and my friends at kfc having our on sweet a leisure time on friday night !..

atiqah: monjournal.blogspot.com
finas: cahayabahtera.blogspot.com
farah: happilyfarah.blogspot.com

2011-11-27T00:02:00.001+08:00

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH !

1 Muharam 1433 bersamaan 27 November 2011 Awal Muharam/Maal Hijrah

2011-11-26T00:27:00.001+08:00

2011-11-25T00:22:00.001+08:00

anti those who oppose muhiyyidin yassin !

2011-11-24T22:57:00.001+08:00

ok victory cant be achieved without failure right ?
so harimau muda lost to syria. but i find it quiet reasonable. well, this isnt the real team that played during the sea games. the goodie goodie captain badorol x da. padahal badorol la yg kaki sepak free kick lawa *sigh. so yes, che mat apek tuh ada. did saved some shoots ! so he's the captain, but malaysia mmg xda striker, main lawa lawa, then sampai gol, jadi *blank. tiada orang hendak shoot !

merisik

tunang

nikah

majlis kahwin !

so today crazily i accompanied my sister pergi shopping textile / fabric or what is it called, who cares. yg penting baju nak kahwin. my my Ya Allah Ya Allah ! susah nya nak kahwin. so just look at the process. well, tu pun yg paling simple. so i wondered to myself. seriously, no wonder orang kahwin lari ~ kenapa la nak ikut sangat those mind sickening tradition. LOL in contrast i ACTUALLY love traditional stuff. tapi mak ai ! punya la mahal kain kain tuh, cam x berbaloi ! hundreds, some thousands ! like what kind of technology do they imply to make it so expencsive ? ! stoopid. just plain stoopid. but at last pilih jugak ! at last ! after hours ~ :)

2011-11-22T18:22:00.001+08:00

sweet victory !

2011-11-18T04:40:00.001+08:00

lol this weekend, im off to kedah. sometimes i just wonder why my family decided to settle down in kl.

practically he went back every 2 3 weeks. so why not just stay there. why waste time living in the kalng valley area. just move already !

as for me, personally i prefer kedah. more green, serenity and such a warm friendly people. but i guess theres not enough excess via internet to let me stay there forever, maybe just a getaway from the hustle bustle of the "sick" city life. its hard to meet up with people if you are living up in the northern state. guess its the same as my dad :X

i believed that i would not want to get marry . not till i have doubt in my principle. so far nothing came across. why marry ? yeah maybe i'm too young to talk, but sharing ur life with others? sharing ur burden , ur glory ? haha ur burden is you to carry. your glory is for u to cherish. random selfish talks.

gosh everything seems to annoy me now. urmmm PMS ?

UPDATE : my skin is peeling. oh matahari >.<

2011-11-17T16:34:00.001+08:00

so yeah at last i went to celcom to terminate a number which i did not used but being charge for.
foolish ! how can a big company like that could make such an immoral act . what ever their reason is, human are always greed for money. then show it off. WTH ?!

i may be no where near a position to say this but earn your tittle, luxury, fame from your own hardship !
gosh ! its getting on my nerves seeing these stereotype of people saying "this" "that" ! just cut the shit out ! you didnt own it for goodness sake. u borrowed it from your parents. what more u borrowed it from the All Mighty. really hate this topic. but without them, i believe the world will be full of angels *.*

so something more relaxing and fun !
i LOVE vid call ! !

my heads hurts.
the whole day.
some ask me to see the doc like my backbone, i just couldnt agree to that.

2011-11-16T23:51:00.001+08:00

ok today is even worst. i woke up almost noon. and yes again, my house is empty. what to expect, everyone have their own business.

didnt do much these days, just filling in my time finishing the whole season of gundam

2011-11-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

ok ok ok
i knew its my fault. i woke up late today. was suppose to go out meet rose, sadly it didnt happened.
as i woke up my house it empty, well practically, mom dad wasnt at home. so no transport to send me anywhere *sign. so apa lagi, makan the home made breakfast, naik atas n layan GUNDAM SEED !

oh nostalgic !! can u imagine, its been almost 10 years since i last watch this show. sgt byk kenangan . なつかしい !! all those drama, tech, robot, romance and stories i shared with my friends bout Gundam seed, makes me wanna cry. till now theres 2 thing that is japan-related that i havent lost fond yet. first is the GUNDAM second is the kimono.

10 Words and Terms That Ruin a Resume

2011-11-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

10 Words and Terms That Ruin a Resume

2011-11-14T00:42:00.001+08:00

2011-11-13T11:33:00.001+08:00

melaka

2011-11-12T22:36:00.001+08:00

yeah its holiday
what ? stupid much. whats so fun bout holiday ?
i rejected my friends offer to go to melaka today.
well practically cuz my friend is going to drive a van. though he had legal license but, somehow i believe we are still lack of knowledge and experience to drive. i might be putting my life at stake, so what i thought.
damn i regret it !

2011-11-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

2011-11-08T00:14:00.001+08:00

did matome nihongo
math matome
kanji matome
daily kanji

now starting chukyuu kanji. dang ! getting harder
so i end up coming back home. rase tak heppi and terkurung ~
so yeah, i told the ugly truth to sensei, malas nak sembang as in tipu untuk balik
prefer to be honest

so waited the bus for like a gizillion years !!!
i was crying from inside. sediyh ! nak balik. pastuh dah gelap baru dapat bus. but its worth it !!

well, the reason why i was late because had to belanja ahmad yang dpat markah math rendah lagi drpada me. awhhhh there goes my weekly food money gone to the subway company hahahah ~
what ever la. but at least today, i accomplished my goal that is ....
to get TOP 5 from Bottom for math
whch i DID ! yeah ~

2011-11-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

so today is the raya haji for me.
lol well i got a taste of daging korban, done at my community surau !
yummy yum. alhamdulillah now i'm bloated !
tapi before that, i always pick a fight with my brother saying ,

" hey u ate too much "
" no i didnt !"
"na'ah , yes u did i saw u. and this is ur second bowl "
"liar, i didnt. "
"saw youand cuz u're FAT !"

and it goes on and on...
its kinda frustrating at first
but then, my sister laugh.
and so i asked why on earth u laugh when we are in a tension mood here?
its because, we keep on fighting bout this tiny-eini-mini issue of FOOD !
how lame and yeah stupid ! :D
plus, actually its true what people say, the more you say something to people, the more it'll come back to you.
in this case, i'm FAT !

2011-11-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

heppi aidiladha

not in a modd of studying at all !
so yeah, this time really i just dont give a damn. with all my hearts and minds i'm not studying
what ever, schoalrship ke, EJU ke, future ke, u cant push me
haha

<3

2011-11-01T20:33:00.001+08:00

mencarut mencarut mencarut !!
today i have just been double FUCK by ..... B***** shit !
who do you think u are?
at a very least show your respect.
You ARE A M***** for goodness sake.

you wanna do it to me, release u anger, i just dont give a B****** damn ,
but u are doing it in front of a jap teacher ?
hello rude much ?
best stud in paper is nothing compare to ur Att. NOTE that !

kiss and love

UPDATE:

so that very night, he text saying he is sorry. then he called via Ummi's phone and wanted to talk tome.
i'm like yeah whatever ok, and give him a say bout why he shouldnt say in front of sensei.
then, everyhing wasnt like it used to. he tegur me on bus and bus stand, but in class its like we havent solve this problem.
in class his back in his emo mood or something.
i just dont get u IBT boys.

but please allow me to do so for once....

chocolate !

2011-10-30T20:26:00.001+08:00

holloween ?

nah i dont give a damn.

instead i found this diy chocolate ice cream dessert ! YUmm ! nak makan !

2011-10-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

my dream room ?

2011-10-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

my dream closet ?

kata kata

2011-10-23T01:39:00.001+08:00

weekends together or alone?

2011-10-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

weeeeee not !
my parents have been going back to kampung TOO frequently.
i felt sad. more like lugubrious.
i come back home every week, breaking sweat in the rain and jammed pack ktm, trying my very best to show up my face as early as possible on friday evening, right after class, just to have dinner together,
then waking up the next saturday morning saying goodbye and salam to my parents ? because they are going back to kampung. arrrggghhh !
why cant they just do it on weekdays.
plus i am been eating otside food for like almost everyday ?
i miss my moms aka home cooked food .

what ? since whne i am soo this lovely dovely one?

no i am not. just that now i feel that it is the right moment for me to have some quality times with family, knowing that your family is all u got in this humanoid world apart from ALLAh that will always be with us. later as life move on, and at some point you just need Your family....and some close friends

so now im killing this "precious" times by watching Pretty little Liars S2 !
so jealous of their clothes.
but their mysterious hectic life? nah arent jealous of that.
the story of emily being the all rounder girl trying to grab her scholarships reminds me of high school days. now that i remembered, i find it stupid to rely on just a scholarship to plan your future. choose what you want, not the scholarship.

cant wait for rugby World cup FINAL tomorrow YAY !

also meeting with PEI VERN !

off and about

2011-10-22T02:02:00.001+08:00

lol
today in class. it was funny. we were bored of practicing kaiwa in japanese names. so we requested for malay name. my my
all sorts of name keluar. melur, mawar, orked, temah, eton , mamat, abu tapi paling x boleh belah is
CIK LAH !!!

hahah my name ? ! well my nick name in kmkn. oowh how i missed kuala nerang ~
so that lesson i was practically laughing out loud ! untill rasa badan panas... hahah
well i'm known for being alway HOT in class. haha you know what hotness i m talking bout *wink

gosh within less than this 1 month i'll have like 3 MAJOR exams ! no no no ...
to contrast all that,
for the past 2 weeks my weekends are all about hanging out with friends. yes.
and once i go out, it a double date !
so yeah my money flew just like that . but hey i do feel satisfied.
going out with different kind of friends... from sj to langkawi to kuala nerang, all diverse.
i started to believe that there is just so many ways to persue ur study.
sometimes it doesnt have to be that high -end course of college.
as long as ur perform there the opportunities will open up to u. Insyallah.

but my my, so from all of that, i start making my monthly budget !
so yay i got my budget for food, myself, family, friends, and keepsake :P
and happily

TODAY DUIT BIASISWA MASUK again ! !
thnx

2011-10-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

Sonny Bill Williams

wow !

2011-09-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

how great.
weekend so went back home.
and i went back to my condo empty handed. that is no handphone and no wallet !! crazy !

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2011-09-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

18 September 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

wow speech contest ?
Japanese speech contest ?
boring
sleepy
huh ?what are you saying ?

those were my thoughts until i experienced it . it totally changed !! 27th speech contest !
ok , we always have to be on time, so sharp 12.20 waited at teiryujyo and due to one of our nakama came late,12 :40 (10 minutes off schedule ) depart. prayed and it rained :"( pouring heavily. how are we supposed to walked back to bus. so everyhting on that day was delayed. though the contest wasnt held at aaj instead at pasum ! oh my what a lecture hall. its been a long time since i entered this big. big seats with comfy cushion added cool aircond provided. my my , i thought perhaps i am going to my usual activity that is sleep. but NO ! i listened and yeah mocked some people too and compliment some too. funny and touching, but sometimes can be irritating.

what ever it is the best part was, i met elevation, adri *he gave me couple of money to buy gundam :)). i felt weird receiving it but oh well. deeds done, deeds repay. then ex-kmkn ! *scream ! lin and wan. tho at first they werent planning to come but hey ! luv u all. sayangnya ma'il xda. so x dpt nk tgkap gambar together.
then come this weird person. dont know i'll called him stalker but he seems to be every where. ex kmkn too but senior syahin. why on earth are u here ?? !! STALKER ! haha missed them all :)) but lin went back early she had runnign nose. awh its ok.

but hell yeah ! to ibt. we won all. out of 3 contestant sent, all 3 receive prize. azalia senpai obviously she by far should win. asyraf senpai n eng keat, private guy. and this shows that paper- only - smarties can not do everything . compared to azalia -san , seng keat and asyraf's nihon go is superb but see, who won they grand prize. thats why sensei, you cant just rely on paper based test only. boo yeah !

wish more of this to come. really heppi met my old buddies. tho it was brief but meaningful ~

الحمد لله for the brieft meeting and experienced gained

2011-09-17T00:57:00.001+08:00

heppi bday BALi !!!

lol tho we planned but seems that HE planned better.
rose couldnt make it so the plan to surprise bali on his bday was can cel :((

2011-09-16T19:54:00.000+08:00

2011-09-15T23:21:00.001+08:00

ahhhh love struck

2011-09-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

lets have faith taht i can finish my loads of hw by 3 am.

dear friend

2011-09-11T01:03:00.001+08:00

takziah to my dear friend syazani ex - stud of ibt.
his father died on thursday morning round 12.40 am
so yesterday me n some of my classmates pay a visit at his house seksyen 6

but before that

my my had a bloated afternoon and evening
full with open houses and kenduri.
then i started to feel dizzie. as if there were these metal bars poking at the right side of my head.
maybe i ate too much ? its just like last nite.

so yeah hana, cumie, anat, faiz and razin came all the way from taman desa by bus ! *round of applause
and i came by my dad round during maghrib. chatted and started the tahlil. at first they wanted to go back since they were scared of not-having-any-bus at nite. but luckily by HIS will they made it. the tahlil ended early and we even had time to eat dinner. syazani's house is pretty old like builded in 1980's style, but the sourvinier there were mostly chinese related stuff. vases, canvas, painting, writing and etc. then only we found out that they had once lived in beijing. he send the guys first at seksyen 2 bus station then the girls.

well, i got bored so, i joined them. and my my what a ride. KECOH betul ! ! hahah best . kenari dah lah atas dia luas so selesa gila gelak3 buat lawak. padahal dekat je tp with me around, everything can be hectic ! :D pastu at the bus satnd seksyen 2, faiz and razin cam "huh ?!" while staring awkwardly at me. . as if i am going off the car boys ! my dad's coming to pick me up duh ~ haha so on the way back i was with him only in the car. tp i sat at the back and he well, the driver, in front. punya la takut i ckp " ishk bahaya nih ! mna boleh dua org je dlm kerta baik i tunduk !" luckily i didnt hahah stupid of course. on the way back i shared my story what happened at ibt hahah. but overall it was a nice chat. though it was a brief meeting with you in ibt, i am glad when we met as if nothing much was left out.just to let you know, i do pray for ur future in ur upcomings especially stpm syazani ! :3

then comes today's activity.

watched super 8 to killed my morning time. the girl memang pandai berlakon and citer nih cam membawa kenangan kanak kanak. best jugak .

un expectedly i was done by steven spielberg the well known producer. at first you will think this is a budget film untill you watch how they burn the train. my oh my shocking ! then i realised ok. this is not made by some unknown producer.
then they blew up their city. o many effects that you will enjoy and the kids are cute. well somethimes annoying but. basically its about kids life. and in 1972 so you will know what to expect haha.
overall should watch it. though i am a bit down at the end part. after the mystery was unveil.

ari nih memang raya sakan la kan.
penuh ngan open houses and kenduri everywhere. but i dont know why , lately i am becoming anti-social. like when pak su came to our house with all his family members* siap2 naik estima dia yg dah lama diabandonkan* i didnt even come down to salam. sebelm tuh pun ada tetamu. then evening pun ada. at nite pun. actually kecian to mom and dad. non stop going to open houses and receiving guests. well i only went and associates with freaking amount of 1 family today. tuh pun sebab neighbour. actually there is benefits by going to people's houses actually. i love to listen to adults chat of bussiness related stuff. so today i learnt bout how the singapore do their dirty works to get customers eg airplanes from other country to stop over at their airport/airspace. although malaysia airspace is actually way more cheaper round 30-50 cent, but still NOT many passes through malaysia airspace. one of the major reason is Singapore loaded them with money lol just like how the US playing their business games. money is soo important nowdays. even for airplanes. eg

if ur country pay a sum to country A , when ur aiplane request to land, although the plane perhaps queuing at number 2 , if the airplane whose queuing at no 1 didnt have any ties or bussiness with country A, ur airplane may cut the que and land first . see !

and yeah i also learnt that singapore and johor shared air traffic control or something . they took shift. so tahts why when singapore is on shift, they smuggle or take in many of their aircrafts, jet fighters , ships, and many more in illgally. but thats going to stop. since new rule is being made.

but no doubt singapore is advanced in their technology. well fair enough right ? play dirty, more dirty money . but hey on the bright side, malaysia is competing too. just that we dont have that strong ties with the US nor the Israel.

al fatihah to syazani's dad ~

dear friday nite

2011-09-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

woW !
and takziah ~

woke up late due to last nites activities
hahahah usrah for such a long time
but this time its different. its usrah HARI RAYA ! for the past 1 week, i keep on entering class early in the morning with my fav qoute [ selamat hari raya ! ]
sometimes its annoying i do agree hahah but hey where can we get the raya spirit ? lol. and my voice oh mymy, it penetrates through the hallway n classes. so if i were wishing it in my class, the neighboring class could heard, and if i said it in front of my class, the whole hallway including the senpai's class could hear haha ! btw lately studs are all busy as bee bout jlpt. puff ! like i care to take that exam :P

so back to last nite, kak yati came with

yummy yum ! tho i am not a big fan of it, but rezeki depan mata kan ?!:D to add on kuih raya, my serunding and heres a funny story, bahirah came with a white plastic with me. soon when i came back from 7E we found out she brought ROTI ! instead of kuih raya hahahah but on the positive side everyone keeps saying "hahahah nih (pointing at my serunding) boleh makan ngn Roti bahirah ! " hahah who expect that ?! :3 and kak yati emntion she missed ummi cuz its been a long time since she last met her.

then the nite continues with japan movie marathon *YUCKS !

first of !

kurosagi movie futuring yamashita tomohisa

a movie about swindler . theres 3 types n he is the black one. a movie to be appreciated my kurosagi drama lovers because its the continuation of the drama. so if you havent watch the drama most probably you wouldnt understand 100 % luckily i one that kind of friend --> dayah beside me to interpret the story hahah

then

continue with Koizora

not my cup of tea tho. YUCKS ! but remember this, this is the first time i watch love related shoujo japanese movie. of my eewww ! all fairytales and more puff and clouds .. ... life is not that sweet taht is what i believed. i say the girl is stupid and the guy please though act as you are capable of everything. sometimes i do wish i have this kind of story to be told when i am old, be i cant help to fall in love twice in my life

well i agreed that sweet moments in school life are the best, but what if i dont have it? well i do feel like turning back the time and have it my way but maybe this is the best for me. unmei written by HIM , in japanese unmei.

because of that , instead of going back home on friday nite, rescedule to saturday morn :))

shukudai done !

2011-09-05T04:42:00.001+08:00

nah kaw !
siap pon smua hw.
x tau la sensei nak ckp apa lagi.
nitez .
salam.

btw heppi bday Sis !

last day of hols

2011-09-04T08:10:00.003+08:00

shoot !
the truth is out.
the words that happened in ibt was spilled to my parents.
they wanted to see the teachers.
i said no.
now i dont know whats going to happen ?
if i were to quit ibt, i dont mind.
i believe i wont lose anything there.
just what japanese? the shougakushikin ?
Allah the al Mighty had prosper us in many different field.
we just dont know where and when.
its up to us and search it.
that i what i BELIEVE.

now looking back at the past, i keep on reminiscing my life in kmkn. [ grow up babe ! you are no longer attached there ] so what i motivated myself. people moved on. but

and the people there did made me smile. frantically

sept

2011-09-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

hari nih makngah dtg umah.

sekali semua keluarga.

irhas, kak ayu dengan anak anak semua datang .

best nyah !

dapat duit raya !

lepas tuh, kami sekeluarga terus bersihkan kolam.
walla mak ! punya la susah tangkap ikan ikan.
tuh belum udang bg jiq lagi tuh.
sejam jugak rasanya. padahal kecik ja kolam.
sebab ikan laju, udang asyik menyorok.
pastu, trus g umah tok cik tat kt sgi buloh !
jadi terlepas la membersihkan kolam.
cuma tolong tangkap ja ! hehe
sayang x rakam. memang lawak !

semalam, makteh dtg umah n dua dua keluarga bertolak melawat makngah.

dpt duit raya ! selepas sekian lama x dapat.

kak ara pun kasi !

hebat hebat !

2011-09-01T19:12:00.002+08:00

just got back from kampung.

we rush back home.

cuz last nite the alarm was sounded off.

the guards checked.

Mr Marvin called dad.

we were in deep water.

luckily Sis slept over at Ms Alina's home.

2011-08-30T03:24:00.003+08:00

2011-08-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

2011-08-28T02:24:00.004+08:00

right.

now its almost a month of puasa.

oh ramadhan i am gonna miss you.

what a meaningful month . full with peacefulness in praying

though, i went through lots and lots of painful experiences. more to be explained in later post.

but for now, juz cant wait for well today's visit to the new istana negara at jalan duta heheheh

thnx shemeer !

cant wait to meet the kmkn mates too :D

[updated]

2011-08-09T06:34:00.003+08:00

lol its been a week of fasting.yesterday, me and my usrah mates buka posa at menara tm rebung, KL !! the view is stunning at night with the lamps and tress.now, i am soo excite for raya. ramadhan has always been better than syawal :) luv the moth . luv Islam ::)

2011-08-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

a/c number

1. Bank Islam - 12-038-02-546886-4
2. BSN - 1010041000120593
(2 bank di atas name : Khairunnisa Nadia Bt Hairon)
3. Maybank - 158172977584
(Muhammad Syamil B Abdul Manaf)

*a note to me so i'll rmember :)

2011-08-06T01:47:00.001+08:00

mymindcravesnectar:

Live Moss Carpet is a soft grass carpet that thrives from the few drops of water you leave behind when stepping out of the shower or bath.

2011-08-05T23:36:00.003+08:00

what a day

my my my, how much strain of patience do i need to endure today, i wondered.

FIRST

start off by going to HUM for my well-known scoliosis check up.　well, as predicted i changed my appointment date due to my new ibt schedule. and guess what ? it seems that the hospital did not have any record what so ever of my newly changed appointment and they wouldnt let me do x -ray ! gosh i burst into tears. it wasnt easy as abc to ask for a leave here in ibt. people do questions a lot. especially when i am just a 後輩. not to mention in this 2 months i studied so far, i have been skipping for more than 5 days ! wth ? and my attendance have to be 90% for this 2 whole years.できるかなと思う。but الحمد لله i have such a supporting and loving parent, especially my mom. she went inside the radiology area and ask by any chance i could slip in and yes i CAN ! yeah, with eyes like a red ball, took off my clothing and did a couple of pose for the xray this time. then comes the dreadful part. urghhh ! the doctor keeps on asking so many questions ! DR. Kuna what ever la, he is still studying to be a specialist, so in the other words the doctor who treat me was actually a sub-specelist. and WORST ! i was his case study ! XP GILA ~ hate it and dont feel like elaborating much on that *sigh

SECOND

then comes the IBT patience test ! right, according to the schedule まとめ試験　is today at 10:30, but obviously how can it be possible to sit for it when my appointment finished around 10:45. so what else? i went up to the roof * hehe like in the typical japanese school and lepak there. tried to study for まとめ試験 but lol. it was hot ! hahah how silly. so i waited at the hallway for the class to be over and entered the afternoon class onwards. then only i noticed the existance of surau . why didnt i think of studying there ? *sigh . the test didnt went that good, as usual my 文法 pull me down. then one after another i sit for exam. a total of 3 exam i did today. that was still considered ok, since i had sit for 5 exam straight before. =.=" wasnt surprised to getも一度　！

THIRD

then seriously this ruin my day ! after class, おかべ先生　approached me and said that there is something important she want to ask me. my heart went pumping fast ...

like what could it be?

because i took so many leave?

because i always sleep with so many different poses in class?

because i wasnt performing in my exam like i should be?

or is it because i post the class picture online ?

shoot man ! i was nervous every second a word came out from her mouth.

ウンミさんと一緒に同じ部屋にすんでいますか。

いいえ、同じうちです。

私は先輩から「あなたはいつもテレビを大きい音に見ます。」あなたは先輩たちに困っています。先輩たちはEJUの試験がもうすぐありますから、このことをしないでください。

はい。分かりました。：）

i was like **** U ! if u have anything that u dont like. speak up ! dont talk behind my back ! especially reporting to teacher is the WORST ! what an immature senior you are ! please grow UP ! begging for teacher's sympathy ? mercy ? house problem settle on our own sudah la. ini mahu bawak ke luar rumah ! mahu kasi calar nama saya dengan cikgu ka ?! EJU konon ! please la. semua orang ada exam mereka sendiri. its your own responsibility to cope with the problem. not just complain ! like who ask ur table to be beside/near the TV ! well, early on you said it yourself that any problem just speak up, and LOOK WHO IS TALKING U **** ! **** ! i was definitely damn HOT ! like above boiling point ! err how selfish can you be ! hah !? gila ah ! sumpah menyampah dah senior-senior my house ! tau la i buat kerja depan TV cakap la baik-baik and bukan main-main. USE The God's ceation wisely. nih kan report. eeee budak - budak sungguh ! fyi , sape yg selalu pasang volume kuat gila waktuh tgk TV ?! its the seniors la. datang ramai-ramai umah tengok showdown malam-malam bising sampai ummi pun terjaga ! ? itu, kami senyap ja. sebab we understand thats your right if you want to watch TV. considerate please ?. have you not learnt anything from the past? talam dua muka ! baik depan kitaorg, belakang reporter ! sumpah 咲いて ! serious s*** ! feel like leaving IBT ! heck you, i personally didnt want to study in japan. and this whole 2 months i have been trying to smile and be happy. but this is the max. i called my dad saying i wanna go out ! well i dare to say the TRUTH ! unlike some people *sigh

i know its رمضان‎ season but THIS ?! hummiliation ! even the teachers have bad impression on me of so called disturbing-senior-to-study ! *~@#%^& !

FOURTH

this is my therapy. thanks to my syahin, i went buka puasa dengan dia.seriously, i do not want to look at my seniors faces especially after the event. malu ! plus, there will be an ifthar ramadhan together at the surau area alongside senior, junior and residence of danau idaman condominium. like i care ~ ! back to syahin, he is another one of my long lost under-the-radar friend. it was a promise though. he choosed SuSHi King and i couldnt agree more. well, the bill was on him so what ever.but still i do feel guilty and asked him to order side dishes in return from me. took so long to order my menu, until so many waiter/tress came to us to take our order, untill i was ready . haha . there is this good guy well, one of the SuSHi King guy of course, came to us told us its time to break our fast.tapi kalu ikut syahin, gila ! according to him, the perimeter was to watch this particular chef, who is a muslim, to go out from the chef area and have drink. STALKER ! sampai nama chef tu pun perhatikan hahah. at mid, we chatted , well i was the one doing it most of the time, tapi i enjoy. so many stories we shared and laugh and smirk but the bottom line is i am relieved and happy. i am relieved i got someone to talk to. someone to accompany me. the funny part is i talked too fast till he asked me to repeat a couple of times. haha and said

"bahasa apa ko cakap nih ?"

LOL. thats me. like che yah, always easily excited over something minor. but i wouldnt want change a thing because i find it as a stress reliever :) maybe if it gets worsen i just have to, but thats the future, now is present. then, he showed me the new surau which wasnt under my acknowledgement. 3rd floor, inside jusco. it is hell small but still capable to fit me :) and perform my solat. even the toilet was more spacious. *haish

from the bottom of my heart,

THANK YOU FRIEND.

FIFTH

waited for rapid KL u72 felt like forever. i was racing to go back りょう　and perform solat berjemaah. well, due to the lateness of rapid KL, my نويت went down the drain. to add some juice to the story, i saw 平川先生。damn! she was the one that told me its IBT rule to go back home with the school bus, then only you can go where ever you want. blah blah blah rule. so yeah i entered last in the bus and was willing to stand for the whole journey. but my heart says that she noticed me. die ! die me on monday ! X3 reached りょうjust nice. *smirk they had finished تراويح‎ and going for وتر‎. then at night 父母が送ってくれました。：）

p/s: to whom it may concern,

if you have any problem what so ever with my post relating to YOU *yes i am pointing you, i'll say this C.L.E.A.R.L.Y that i dont care. curse me, hate me, **** me, THIS IS MY BLOG ! and i am doing exactly what you did,that's talking behind someone's back ! :P

2011-08-03T20:54:00.003+08:00

2011-07-29T02:12:00.000+08:00

clean my room
then meet pei vern
shukudai !
laundry
blog updates !

2011-07-28T12:34:00.003+08:00

so many things happen wihtin this 2 months i just cant describe with words.
theres the ups and theres the downs. in jap its called "meian"

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2011-07-09T02:14:00.002+08:00

people change .

they go by their love

2011-05-29T18:17:00.001+08:00

2011-05-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

2nd stage khazanah

2011-05-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

i met lots and lots of interesting yet smart people just now. i was an experienced. indeed
it ended late so, aint going back to k. nerang
sorry Sir Nizam.

will tell more story

835

FUCK A FRIEND

2011-05-02T23:32:00.006+08:00

what kind of friend f**k a friend and get mad at the friend cuz didnt give enough answer to copy during exam ?
and tell everyone about it ?

now her true colours is shining ~
sad to know the truth

random

2011-04-30T10:11:00.001+08:00

coloredmondays:

Congratulations to Catherine Elizabeth Middleton and William Arthur Philip Louis.

2011-04-29T15:35:00.003+08:00

exam fever

2011-04-26T13:10:00.004+08:00

الحمد لله for the breath i took and people around me

tough college life

2011-04-25T00:37:00.005+08:00

gosh things arent easy now. quizes, test, assigments, friends, teachers and most importantly family . every single tiny miny things need to be considered in life.

do wish me luck !

this eve just had KASUTRA . well traaditional games... galah panjang n the boys in my class won ! though i find it stoopid to get down to field at 4.45pm in kuala nerang ? what u wanna get barbequed ? or perhap roasted ? lol. congrates A4 !!

afiq rose hahah was indeed funny. lol stoking berlubang heheheh luqman now is participating in class activities. adib still passive though. sigh.

p/s : will write on my experience about scholarship interviews. ;]

2011-04-22T10:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY EARTH DAY !

JPA interview

2011-04-15T16:39:00.002+08:00

13 April 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

Saudara/saudari, TEMUDUGA PROGRAM IJAZAH LUAR NEGARA TAHUN 2011

Dengan hormatnya saya diarah merujuk kepada perkara di atas. 2. Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudara/saudari dijemput untuk menghadiri temuduga Program Ijazah Luar Negara Tahun 2011. Maklumat temuduga adalah seperti berikut:- Tarikh : 13 April 2011 (Rabu) Masa : 11:55 PAGI (Sila hadir ke pusat temuduga 30 minit awal untuk pendaftaran.) Pusat Temuduga: SHAH ALAM Alamat : BLOK W, INTERNATIONAL EDUCATION CENTER (INTEC) UiTM SEKSYEN 17 KAMPUS 40200, SHAH ALAM SELANGOR Penaja : JABATAN PERKHIDMATAN AWAM MALAYSIA (PERMOHONAN UNTUK KE LUAR NEGARA) Bidang : SASTERA IKHTISAS

and so i went there. with full hopes i went there with a full suit of baju kurung and tudung bawal. well i learn not to be too official by wearing black suit to interview. gained this experience from SPC interview where i was mock bout my dressing =.="

there were indeed many non-bumi puteras compared to bumiputera. no doubt since the percentage of bumi is 56% only. =.=" regardless i strut on my way towards the billboard of all the listed candidates approximately 200 or so to sign in my attendance. i arrive 1 hour early but it was pretty good timing since my mom need time to park her car and walk to building W. so i waited at one of the bench with my mom and tried to open the laptop which i brought. sadly techs wasnt on my side that day.... dont know why it didnt start . >.>" so i called my dad to ask me what can he feed my brain at this eleventh hour regarding economics. and there u have it, DATUK MAHANI ABDUL GHANI. one of malaysian leading economist. (google her to know more ). at 11.25 went up to 2nd floor and sign again on my name and into the room. the room wa full of people already. it accumulate candidates from panel 9 - 12. which i am in panel 12, and all the candidates in panel 12 had arrived and hand in the documents to JPA people. hahaha as i walk towards the table the JPA guy said

" < my name> ?"
" ye , saya, ** BINTI IMRAN "

lol. so i handed mine. and took a seat behind. then, my name was called again cuz well my particulars given online and the particulars i handed was different. like my parents pay slip. of well the problem was resolve with ease. and then he called up my name again cuz he say i got this additional language cert but in my online application i didnt tick. what ever. thnx to that guy actually , many correction were made for my own good. and weird enaough they want a phtocopy wih approval of my certs ! they didnt mention in the letter. :)

people brought like 2 files of their certs in from form 4-5. me ? just 1 file and it wasnt that much *sweat. soem even wore mini skirts and shirt. others tried to wear baju kurung but with open sandals ? not formal people. my group people was indeed quite. then the candidates from the previous session came in.... they seems really relieved and NOW its my TURN ! *dup dap dup dap

i was the first person out of 5 people. it was a grouo interview and i had to wore this badge with "no 1 " on it. LOL. with bismillahirrahmanirrahim and right foot i entered and sit at the most right hand side.

there were 3 panels 2 malay guys and 1 lady indian who sat right infront of me :) i sat when only he gave the permission to do so. being the first candidate ought me to start of first and i did. my introduction was very very long untill he ask me to stop =.=" ( thats what my counsellor said. sell youself really really hard till they ask u to stop ) i boasted bout my achievement and didnt even touch on my family yet . LOL the here goes the summary of the interview from 12.00 - 12.55 pm

questions asked :

"Apa itu sastera ikhtisas?"
"jadi kenapa dari bidang sains tukar ke bidang sastera?"
"as an economist, what can the economist do towards the country ?"
" if you were an economist, what can you do for the country ?"
" tell me about 1 malaysia"
*forgot*
"Di Malaysia, penderma organ masih kurang. beri pendapat."
"Orang pandai seharusnya menjadi Doktor. beri pendapat."

lol my answers were practically nonsence. there was this chinese andidate asking to speak in englsh ? like isnt it a trick . they want you to be patriotic and speak more in bahasa melayu. well my opinion. i speak like a bullet train ! didnt know whether they understand or not. i was practically blabbering cuz i i dont have a solid point. so i keep on repeating and forgot some words, till the panel help me... like

" not educate... urmm mwhats that word again..."
" encourage"
"ah thank you "

=.="

even in bahasa melayu i forgot . like..

" pada pendapat ...*personal."
"peribadi"
"ah terima kasih "

we really laugh a lot. well pointing towards me. i was smilling like the MAS airstewardess, aka senyuman plastik non stop. the middle panel took notice of me. well because the malay guy who sat beside me was from sekolah agama and his english wasnt taht ok plus he speak not as much as i did. hahah a total opposite the panel even ask me

" ummm mungkin anda boleh bantu ?"
"eh takpe takpe"

crazy. i wouldnt want to help cuz it will make the malay guy like a jerk. plus one of the chinese candidate slap the other chinese candidate guy because he laugh a bit due to her "urmmm". the whole room burst into laughter ! seriously, very informal !

TIPS :

BE fluent in bahasa melayu
be fluent in english
wear formal and polite. prefered baju kebangsaan for ladies. guys just your normal casual suit with blazer.
black close shoe
put a Smiley face because the panels are dead tired and easily bored.
DO RESEARCH on the current issues !
do a photocopy of your certs
BE ACTIVE !

overall it was FUN ! :D

الحمد لله for the interview experience !

PEnang Getaway ~!

2011-04-13T23:27:00.005+08:00

9 April 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

on the 7 till 9th april , Officially FIST AUST class of 2011 A4 class went on a trip called PeNang GetAway !

الحمد لله for AWESOME experience and save trip !

2011-04-05T13:16:00.003+08:00

5 April 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

this week was crazily leisure. well of course u cant get leisure in spc fastrack program, but its just me taking my own leisure time. malas nak belajar now. well, last week spm result, then 2 weeks study holiday back. obviously its a holiday fever.

on sunday i join debate !! well interclass. lol, crazily we won

الحمد لله for the bitter sweet experience

me

2011-03-31T11:02:00.003+08:00

bunsen's birthday 200th birthday !

felt happy when i arrived in kmkn. friends are like the shining sun.
human are awesome !

forms baby forms !

2011-03-26T02:00:00.004+08:00

26 March 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

there's like tons of scholarship there and millions are applying. so what to do now? am i eligible ? only the Mighty knows. i am stil praying for ***** !

i now know that i have no one supporting me. ****** ? whats that ? please. they tried to congratulate me, well certain did,but please, i can see from your face that you didnt mean it. you were disappointing in me. i know. i can see it. you just bluntly congratulate me. they want so much of me. you think i didnt ? try and be in my shoe please. why do you only see the good ones? please open up your mind ! have mercy. and now my cousin is currently working in US. well he got the best student there so the road is open. now, the expectation is disappointment are at even higher stake.

whereas, theres lot worst than me. why can you all see that ? all you want is success. have you not notice and felt the emotion i have been through. i hate to say all this but, its not nice to just keep it to yourself. talk to them ? yea right they will understand. it never work. well it never did. things are different now. people change. life goes on so fast that you didnt notice time flies.

i know, i admit. i was shocked too. it isnt what i expected. it was worst than i expect. but whats done is done. the Mighty has a reason for this. its all my fault. i have been rude to everyone, especially my mom, dad, brothers and sister. i hate the way they see me. the success build was history and present is different. i was startled too ! people worst than me got better and now has achieved a success beyond what i can do. please , what do i feel ? obviously a lot worst than you know.

life is like a cycle. soemtimes you are up and there are times you are down. i am at the bottom now. GOD knows when i will get up back ~

i hate life. i just couldnt commit it due to the love and oath i had given to HIM.

list of schoalrship webs :

الحمد لله for still being with me

shawl Fashion !

2011-03-25T00:52:00.005+08:00

24 March 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

"Tomorrow is already the futre.even 10 minutes frm now is the futre.live headstrong!"

qoute from aqeel

gosh current addiction

MAYSAA x YUNA : LIVE FASHION/LOVE MUSIC : INTRO from Luey Motion Lab on Vimeo.

maybe i should be tahnkful of my result ....

the D day

2011-03-24T13:14:00.003+08:00

24 March 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

stoopid ! hate my life. i wish it will end now. sorry , but i just cant hold it anymore. the place u call home is more like a ****** place. gosh i am being rude to eveybody. my bad, my deepest apology but there is a filty cause for my actions. haha i am just hopeless.

but

life is unfair

when u want to be happy and enjoy the achievement,
there are people better, far better than you

when u are ungrateful of the result
they are others who got worst than u

so which to choose? be happy or be sad ? or just be grateful ?

i got no-one anymore, and no-one got me anymore. would u prefer to be just nice having a success, or almost Succeed ?

for me i prefer to be almost !
cuz almost u know u can go further, but as for JUst nice success, that is ur limit. thats how far u can go ~

maybe i am thinking negatively, like

" is the glass half full or half empty ? "

i'll say its half empty. i ahte lying to myself just to comfort people. for what ?! wasting time ~

so i HATE my Life

p/s : i wont tell my result in public. sorry . too ugly to be shown !

الحمد لله

Almost there

2011-03-17T10:33:00.002+08:00

17 March 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

give me courage, give me hope give me luck . I am SCARED !

The earth is evolving

2011-03-15T12:45:00.002+08:00

15 March 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

gosh ! tsunami , earthquake, nuclear radiation ? what more can disaster hit the japan ?! lol. its been 3 days since the incident and yet i havent email my foster parent, the kako family.

wow !

2011-03-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

a day at home

2011-03-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

11 March 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

first of all

heppi 18th bday
to
ELENA HAZLI

called her in the bus yesterday and sang with liyana together. hahah funny n sweet. we were the 4th person to wish her :D

so basically today woke up late. obviously. around brunch time hahah. morning all i did was my laundry and watch jdrama Mr. Brain XD love psychology and neurology. makes me to reconsidered my engineering study. lol

afternoon went to shah alam to buy some inner for my tudung. frankly speaking i hate wearing tudung bawal cuz dia jarang ~ but man, how sad the shop tenant wasnt polite. rude. like i have my own right not to buy isnt it and she, oh got the guts to put that smirking face on me ! have a splendid business lady ! >:{

night as usual, when someone came back home, we had our family dinner out ! lol ! cili merah restaurant is the name somewhere behind concord shah alam hotel. frankly speaking the service wast that good.
4/10. :P
miss our 2 orders plus i ask for chilli sauce and he, the waiter pretended not to hear. booo !

الحمد لله for the relaxing day at home ~

Home Sweet Home

2011-03-11T02:45:00.005+08:00

11 March 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

reach my bed * my Home bed aroung 1 am. heheh the longest journey by bus i went so far. i think ;). theres tracffic jameven on the highway. good thing i slept. hehe

went back home for well, the true reason is. bcuz i hate and had pressure studying in kmkn. the people are just too great too smart too * ia m just out of words. SEE ?! how great there are.

if i were to compare myself in the ocean, the others are like the sharks, whales, prawns, while i, am just the plankton. what is it ?! well the food for small fishes. crazy right? but thats true :D

so heres some motivational quotes for me and my friends to be shared with :D

الحمد لله for the safe trip back home

finding my way ...

2011-03-10T01:04:00.007+08:00

gila !

i got a ticket back to kl. but sadly ticket bAck to kuala nerang couldnt be bought. YET ! i hope Allah will help me tho.

seriously, tension living here. let me define the meaning of tension here.

the guys are diligent students

the guys are brilliant

the guys are annoying yet funny

girls are like guys. pretty lazy but considered hardworking too.

people around are rushing are studying relentlessly.

CRAZY !

so yeah thats why i wrote this post. now my lab report is still pending. what more my chemistry pre-lab report. =.="

kerja amal !

2011-03-08T12:00:00.004+08:00

LARI !!

2011-03-05T12:27:00.004+08:00

26 February 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

amazingly i went for larian bandaraya alor setar. first time non-stop jogging for 10 km !! but termat very very slow pace. of course. didnt do proper training frankly speaking. heres some pics. since picture speaks louder words.

my registration number is 3 and i won 8th place. ! wooh ! lucky numbers :D had a blast !! :D love n missing everybody . praise to Allah for the great experience n memory

kolej mara kuala nerang

2011-02-22T11:40:00.002+08:00

7 February 2011

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

crazy as it sound, i went to kmkn ( thats what they call here =.=" lame)
basically here is suppppppeeeeerrrr DRY. i wont deny its Kedah, is indeed HOT !

words

2011-02-18T12:15:00.002+08:00

GILA !

2011-02-14T09:53:00.001+08:00