Friday, October 26, 2012

aidil adha

salam aidil adha
so many stories to share.
yet so little time.
theres still hope.

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Wednesday, October 24, 2012

someone. peers.

rainy week. cant believed what i just heard. ok no doubt since i choosed to enter mrsm, my circle of friends are  always corelated to one another. whether i want it or not. betul la apa pepatah tu, anak mara selamanya. fwuh. on the bright.side, nasib baik la saya kluar spc k. nerang tu. kalau x, itll be a never ending mrsm mates. tp dont get me wrong, the friends in kmkn are friends to be cherish for ur entire life.

so heres the thing, was chit chatting with zo, menganjing nganjing about his school, oh plain  kiddies talk. then bla bla bla he popped a question
"u kenal balqish tak?"
"errr....ada pernah dgr. jap.  ada berapa balqish kat sane?"
"only one. and dia mention nama kau waktu kotaorg lepak. last week. "

in my mind i had this persons face, but cant be sure i let him talk, to ensure i was right on the person.

"kau tak pernah jumpa dia secara reality ah, tp kau kenal..."
"dia kat mana belajar skrg?"

ping pong !!!!
lululolo so tepat la. its her. camna nnth boleh tahu kewujudan dia. kmkn la tuh if im not mistaken. but something for sure is shes my friends ex. im so excited. i appreciate those  who know me. im at the stage where i love all the people i met and enjoy meeting all of them. it has always been my dream to meet all my friends back, whether from.kindergarten nor i just befriend with yesterday. i wanna travel and meet all of them. solid reason ? i lost my childhood friend. i felt that im mean, im a person who didnt appreciate a relationship. so it wont happened again.

so dear balqish, if u read this, i really wanna meet u someday. i wanna have a chat, and get to know u more. cuz im friendly like that (ノ´∀`*)

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Tuesday, October 23, 2012

18 hari

tuesday yes. did very bad in bunpou. wtf. daily ill have that insyallah gradually will improve.

so today i ask Amir. if he has mixed blood or not. i mean seriously, muka dia muka mix. i.xnak la ckap muka.mix mana kan. hahahah  but not just me, farah pon think the same. owh. i was doing milo for razin when dia sound , " relax relax la chill. " sebab i buat , satu pantry tu gegar, very clumsy me. HAHA and ping pong !! theres my chance.sebab dia nih snyap cam haram. and i pulak.kecoh cam gila, to suddenly start asking tu  mmg weird  but got my chance. and dia cam, denying it again, but then stop and tried to rethink when konishi sensei interfered.  damn it. so in conclusion its a failure.  aiyoyo gotta try again next time.

and so luqman gave his explanation. man i wont say anything bout ur statement. u really is sensitive and can easily sense whats going on. oh well. hope u keep that to urself. i aint gonna disturb u no more.

ve been lying all my life.just dont know when itll stop , when the truth is gonna be reveal, when im gonna be brave enough to face reality.

p/s : was shocked to know my friend in aaj gila study. goodness. i sound like a slut in this post. all about guys. goodness. aint like that actually actually it eats ur soul tau when u help other people. no , i mean for me its satisfaction to help , really. but when u know the ugly truth of the story, the concealed story, it hurts. adoyai. now im trying to absorb positive aura only. negative ones u r please to poof from my life. im gonna stand on my feet, firmly. bismillah

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oh tidak.

cant believed youll be reading my blog . but oh well it was made public for a reason. for my ideas and feeling to be express and pointed out. as much as i hate my life theres a jewel for me to cherish and live on.

monday blues always has its story. a week ago it was red bull stratos felix jump. amazingly it was a success. i cant believed such attempt  could be achieved. and here i wanna thank the twitter and smart phone apps for bringing me that news. if i were to stuck like normal, i wouldnt get any outside news apart from ibt news. worst than asrama ill say. u gotta find knowledge on ur own. i mean really stand with ur own feet.

today its, im so sleepy news. nah . to male it short, thnx hubby sbb belanja makan malam isteri isteri mu. :333 gendang gendut tali kecapi,perut kenyang muka pon happy.  

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Sunday, October 21, 2012

dear Allah

yes, im a sicken forgetful unthankful little slave. but please dont give up on me yet as i didnt give up on u.

tolong jgn tarik nkmat ku sekarang. tolong limpahkan ku dgn rahmat Mu.

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