i LOVE you

what does it really means ?
sometimes i wonder too ;)



my very own haiku ! ehehe
nah it has nothing to do with the words.
i always said i love everyone. friendszone? yes, friendzone
but ever since u broke down, and spill out all the stories,
i am surprised.
i cant believe you, yes you, to have 2 different well total bipolar personalities.
interesting yet it makes me even scared to get marry . hahaha

and i can say this clearly that everything that happened was fun and cool.
its funny to see the reason of why it started, lol just for the sake of march
and now its ending, i am going to be frank now because that is who i am
early on its fun yet funny. cherish it so much. tho being a diary is still ok with me. with all the mini wars happened on the online social network site, almost every week we had meetings, the insanity of your jokes lol are just masterpiece. soon it developed to be quite a boring and dull agenda, i'll say. i was busy with my family, contacting other people, and so were you. you cant talk to me directly ? oh well, felt ashamed. i guess theres a number of times i keep saying it but no respond was received. just happy when i am around ? full stop ? luckily, i didnt put my heart or feeling in it. if not i would have hurt badly. experienced taught me that :) the day that you lied, you wouldnt come but you did, made my mood pumping. but thats just it. actually, i love seeing everyone coming <) i just love the way friends are. just the same to all my other friends. rethinking back, nothing had ever happen. everything is just the same. haha thank you  !
sorry to those that find this disturbing but my principe carries on
i have been holding to it since i was 15 years old
why do is still hold tightly to it ?
it is because.........
sorry, i never open the real story to anyone. always kept it safe in me. ;)


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