Saturday, December 5, 2009


5 Dicember 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

i am officially

yup ! let me spell it again. af to the aa to the tee ........ af a tee = FAT !!!
i never really care about my weight actually... but when it comes down to wearing jeans or pants did i realize how drastic is my CHANGE ?!

maybe i should follow this tips....

credit to [ehow] by [jmilgtp]
How to Get Rid of Stubborn Belly Fat

  1. Step 1

    Create a new diet. The first step to getting Rid of Stubborn Belly Fat is to change your diet. Calculate how many calories you eat in a day and try to at least cut out 200 calories a day. If you drink a lot of soda or eat a lot of sugar try to cut them out completely. Focus on drinking only water throughout the day.

  2. Step 2

    Do cardiovascular exercises. This doesn't mean that you have to run. If running is not your thing then try jumping rope, swimming, walking, or jogging. Anything that elevates your heart rate and increases your oxygen intake should do the trick. This will increase your metabolism and help you Get Rid of Stubborn Belly Fat.

  3. Step 3

    Do not focus on ab workouts. Why? Because this will only strengthen your abs. You can have the strongest abs in the world but if you have belly fat covering them up, no one will know. Focus on trimming down your belly fat and then you can focus on getting great abs.


oh man.. No ! but i dont mind sometimes...its just that u know u r fat and thatss what troubling me .... and if i eat a lot i tell u my stomach is bloating ! but nevertheless i continue eating due to my passion. lepas tuh hah ! padam muka. sakit gila perut.....

now my sister suruh me makan sikit sikit but frequently. hehehe do i follow her ??? Nope ! i still continue eating in a large amount at a considerably short amount of TIME !!!!
but hey i am studying now... i do need that carbs to digest my brain isn it ? heheheh :D

so my conclusion will be

"[ juz EAT it ]"

heheeh cuz eventually when i grow up i think ( based on my family dna thread lol :D ) i 'll be normal. juz like my mom, my cousins and etc. so wat else enjoy !

upcoming event :

  1. JLPT exam !!! *freak*
  2. Homestay in JAPAN * starry eye*
  3. Comic fiesta 09 !! ( go people...its juz nearby in sunway pyramid ! )
juz some links i thought might be usefull to jlpt students 2mrw (tho its quite late)
[ listening ] [ exam papers ]

me, pei and syai decide to go on the second day but will see. i wanted to go on the first day itself cuz got this art competition !!! check it out . [ Drawing comp ]
go go cf !
signing off ~ ( in the other word have to study ) :D

الحمد لله for the inspiring study spirit

Sunday, November 22, 2009


164 Terima Darjah Kepahlawan Dan Pingat Keberanian
April 04, 2006 17:49 PM

PINGAT KEBERANIAN… Yang di-Pertuan Agong Tuanku Syed Sirajuddin Syed Putra Jamalullail berkenan menganugerahkan pingat Keberanian Polis kepada Sjn Amran Abdul Aziz dari Unit Tindakan Cepat Polis Kuala Lumpur pada Istiadat Penganugerahan Darjah Kepahlawanan dan Pingat Keberanian Polis di Istana Negara, Kuala Lumpur. Foto: Rosli Awang

KUALA LUMPUR, 4 April (Bernama) -- Yang di- Pertuan Agong Tuanku Syed Sirajuddin Syed Putra Jamalullail berkenan menyampaikan darjah kepahlawanan dan pingat keberanian kepada 164 pegawai dan anggota polis di Balairong Seri, Istana Negara di sini.

Raja Permaisuri Agong Tuanku Fauziah Tengku Abdul Rashid turut berangkat pada majlis itu yang diadakan sempena sambutan Hari Polis ke-199.

Anggota Unit Tindakan Cepat (UTC) Polis Kuala Lumpur Sarjan Amran Abdul Aziz, 39, merupakan satu-satunya anggota yang menerima Pingat Keberanian Polis pada majlis itu.

Anugerah itu diberikan kerana keberaniannya mempertaruhkan nyawa menumpaskan lima penjenayah yang merompak sebuah kedai emas di pusat membeli-belah di Sri Petaling di sini dua tahun lepas walaupun terkena tembakan pada muka.

Hadir sama pada majlis itu ialah Perdana Menteri Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi yang juga Menteri Keselamatan Dalam Negeri, Ketua Polis Negara Tan Sri Mohd Bakri Omar dan timbalannya Datuk Seri Musa Hassan.

Majlis itu bermula dengan penganugerahan Darjah Panglima Setia Pasukan Polis (PSPP) kepada 26 pegawai yang didahului Pengarah Logistik Bukit Aman Datuk Saharudin Samsudin.

Pegawai lain yang turut menerima pingat itu ialah Pesuruhjaya Polis Sarawak Datuk Talib Jamal, Ketua Polis Pahang Datuk Ramli Yusuff, Ketua Polis Kuala Lumpur Datuk Mustafa Abdullah dan Timbalan Pengarah II Cawangan Khas Bukit Aman Datuk Ramli Sha`ari.

Timbalan Pengarah I Jabatan Siasatan Jenayah Bukit Aman Datuk Mokhtar Hassan, Timbalan Pengarah III Cawangan Khas Bukit Aman Datuk Haron Md Idris, Timbalan Pengarah II Jabatan Siasatan Jenayah Perdagangan Bukit Aman Datuk Mohd Ali Mohd Yusof dan Timbalan Ketua Polis Terengganu Datuk Kamaruddin Mat Desa adalah antara mereka yang turut menerima pingat tersebut.

Seramai 25 pegawai lain menerima Darjah Pahlawan Pasukan Polis (PPP), 13 pegawai menerima Darjah Kesatria Pasukan Polis (KPP) dan 99 pegawai pangkat rendah dan anggota polis menerima Darjah Bentara Pasukan Polis (BPP).

Amran yang ditemui selepas majlis itu, berkata beliau tidak tahu dari mana timbul keberanian semasa kejadian pada 13 Ogos, 2004.

"Misi utama saya bersama rakan setugas ialah menumpaskan penjenayah terbabit. Biarpun salah satu peluru yang ditembak oleh penjenayah mengenai muka saya, namun kecederaan itu tidak menghalang saya untuk membantu mereka menumpaskan penjenayah berkenaan," kata anggota polis dari Kelantan itu yang menyertai pasukan polis sebagai konstabel pada 1988.

Amran berkata semasa kejadian kira-kira 11 pagi itu, beliau bersama seorang rakan setugas membuat rondaan mencegah jenayah menggunakan motosikal di kawasan Sri Petaling dan telah dimaklumkan mengenai rompakan itu.

Dengan menggunakan motosikal, kedua-dua anggota itu cuba menghalang perompak yang berkereta melarikan diri, namun ditembak penjenayah terbabit.

"Kami membalas tembakan itu dan ketika berbalas tembak, saya tidak menyedari salah satu peluru yang dilepaskan penjenayah mengenai muka saya," katanya.

Amran berkata selepas kelima-lima penjenayah itu ditembak mati, barulah beliau menyedari kecederaan yang dialaminya.

Beliau terpaksa menjalani dua pembedahan akibat kecederaan itu.


He IS awesome ! this is why we should respect the COPS !

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Journey back hoME !

guess what ?
i totally "TRAVEL " this time.... not just by bus but surprisingly by all the public transport u can think of.... hahahah
here's my Journey

Bus > ferry > by foot > bus > car > train

right now i am only 3/4 done :D

gotta sleep early today
my sis n my train ticket is as early as 4.30 A.M !!!
how early is that hahaha

just a song that have connection with what i am dealing currently...

Hey Mom
Why didn't you tell me
Why didn't you teach me a thing or two
You just let me go
Out into the World
You never thought to share what you knew

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

Hey Mom
Why didn't you warn me
Coz about boys is something i should have known
They`re like chocolate cake
Like cigarettes
I know they're bad for me
But I just can't leave 'em alone

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

Oh, felt so good

Hey Mom
Since we're talking
What was it like when you were young
Has the world changed
Or is it still the same
A man can kill and still be the sweetest love.

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
I want to do it again

Thursday, September 24, 2009

morning of Bliss

23 September 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

currently watching: Sumolah
Mood : *emotionless*

firstly it was no ordinary raya... i had a blast i gotta admit. not because of the duit raya ( though i want it badly) but because of the spirit.. the spirit my family have, i mean had. expecially on 1st of syawal. to make my post short..

heres what i got for raya :

and a baju kurung (pahang cutting) + 2 pair of jeans.

so heres the total of this year expense :

baju kurung pahang rm 79
baju kurung normal rm 100
google jeans rm 60
cheap jeans rm 25
2 + 1 purse rm 25
dress rm 40
stripe T's rm 30
shoes rm 40
bangle rm 10
Total Rm 409 !!!

woophs bust the budget which suppose to be rm 300.
oh well it was under budget at FIRST. bt things got out of my hand. there wasnt suppose to second baju krung so did the bangle. and the purse oops....! devils desire...>.< it was CHEAP ! seriously where can u get a purse that size for rm 10. i gotta get my hand on it !! hehehe..

الحمد لله for memorable day

Eidul Fitri

1 Syawal 1430

Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Friday, September 18, 2009


بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

hahaha raya is up around the corner ...just ummm * lets see today is friday tomorrow is saturday and the day after tomorrow is RAYA !!! * weee........ is day taht all the chhildren *including me* have been waiting...

for Whats the main purpose ?

obviously it has to be the DUIT RAYA !!! *GRIN*

current site i went :
  1. megan fox on imdb
  2. maxim 09

Thursday, July 9, 2009

سم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e!

what a hectic life again as a student of mjsc. just had our election last sat, 5 july, and i am just speechless. my manisfesto wasnt that great but i did show myself what am i made of. i can learn and speak 4 language. n my performance during the manisfesto night was....hillarious i gotta say " a great leader is a great joker" and that is what i did. :D

29 May 2010

: now i AM a bwp :D

Sunday, June 21, 2009



here cums the time when u cant decide whether or not to take somthing. in my case it is the post and club.

Friday, June 19, 2009


بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

kami-sama e!

hahaha can u imagine i gotta do "this" S.E.M project ( well didnt wat the short form means hehe) in a WEEK. oi !! its an experiment i mean a real experiment and u have to create sumting new in just a week ? 0.o ? are u a MAD ScIentist? i guess "yes" in mjsc langkawi..... >.>

gosh i applied for bwp !!!!! i am crazy about the manifesto ! i mean what am i suppose to present to the students to 755 students in this junior colloge? hello ? ahhh !!! craziness in all over my body. not just that i feel and believe ( sum how haha) my english is corroding... but i do not want to go back to my old life. i dont want to stay back in the house. i cant really say the true reason but it is just it. even me, myself i dont know ! ahh hw life can be complited and misserable.

ah fyi just a note to myself. i got an interview for afs student exchange !!! *freak out* held in Alor Setar.... like oh my ! a journey that takes about 4 hours.... wallamak. took a cab, fery, dad's fren's car. wow ! hahaha just for the FIFTEEN minutes interview ? get real ! hahaha but nevertheless i enjoyed it . NO. i Love it ! it was great i mean not all i answer correctly but who cares when u had fun. brother and mom had to take a flight just to assist me to the interview!

لله ! please let me pass the interview and go for the next one in August ! *freak ...again*

pray for me. cuz this is what i really wanr in my life. i mean ONE of ! Japan ? i dream !!! >.< !~

:they are having a blast !! :

then this eve i had a girl talk with my batch. hey girl talks? hahahha so not me. but what can i say ? its different here. people change ...... for the best ! :D ! talk to roudah, izzati, nik and best of all i am being honest ! heheh

hahah gotta cau/ lots of event are lining up this semester ....heheh

الحمد لله for the sharing and caring day.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

hari pekerja


i'm seriosuly........ hope that I COULD STOP THE TIME !!!! yamete kudasai kami- sama !
oops kena cau dah nak g riadah !

Wednesday, April 29, 2009


arrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!!

yatta ! ka na?
hahahh prep malam = internet freedom !

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

mrsm UJIAN

seriosuly, walaupun tomorrow is the last day of us2 tapi macam gila tense. ujian kat sini macam spm !! i dunt know lar kalu real spm mesti macam dah ada org commit suicide hahahaha. just cant wait for mei holiday ! :)

doa2 lar i perform well tomorrow ! amin !
still i have time to sleep and jalan2 keluar kelas tulis blog wakakkakak. :D !
now i know the true meaning of having a family or mother to support u. baru terasa i need a family support now. wakkakakaka

*dash back to class*

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Asrama !!!

currently heheheh its recess time !! but just 20 minutes
??? oh my what can i possibly do. class was ok. the studs is so sweet !
sleep late like others do but thats fine. :) can handle it
seriosuly belum dapat teks book !!!! cau

next week dah la exam. >.<" Love, alhamdulillah UPDATE: skarang kat makaml PC !!! macam best giler sbb boleh main internet for such a long time !! seriosuly all of us here are "desperadoes". exam macam sgtlar dekat lagi kita orang kekurangan masa. smua kena attend smua kena buat ...satu pun x boleh slack. to my sj school mates > i'll be back during the "hari pekerja" holiday insyallah so i'll be prepared to upload all those photos we took ! :D

rase sangat lega kot kalau dapat tido even waktu tunggu nak solat. now let me list down my menu that i have eaten so far.

20 April
dinner : nasi + ikan(yang mula2 ingat kambing) -.-" + tauge

21 April
sarapan : roti(agak rapuh) + telur + sos
tengah hari : nasi + daging masal lemak (yum !!! ) + sayur campur + air laici

so far thats all cuz gotta cau
eh before i forget


Saturday, April 18, 2009

the last day

17 APRIL 09

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

gosh its tyme. its the time i'm leaving SJ !!! i mean smksj ! what a lasting memory i will have.


todays was hot ! i mean scorching hot. start the day by dutying (for the last time) as a PA member. but the portable fail me down. .. ahrgh ! suddenly it went boom ! out of battery ! and i was like.....ah ! there goes again the horror of PA board went the pa Sistem fails us. alhamdulillah thnk u i good a brilliant pa members and it turned out OK .

tak masuk kelas agama pun hahahah. kesian kesian whtas gonna happen to me i wonder...? the photo session went great, well i had my OWn very OWn photo session whereby i brought camera ! hah (with letter) and cam whoring the scene of us, prefects waiting to be photograph ! wakkaak thnk u prefects,,, u'll were great and sporting ! >.^ gonna miss that ! then luqman invited me to take phto under slad. well i was reluctant of course, but hey thnks again Luqman. hope ur week went well.

then during add amth time, is the moment i told the whole class, practically all were very sporting ! (thnk u for the umm third time?) each and everyone of u were so sweet ! theres no other word to describe 4 Setia than u urself who knows it better *wink*

recess duty was normal and oh my, i was witnessing the kawad practice for both pbsm and kadet polis. there were all so should i call it, BURNT >? hahah but i solute each and every one of u for the high spirit !!! go go go Sj ! >.<>

did the same thing during physics. PHOTO TYME ! with Encik Sim Sang LAy, my class teacher a.k.a my class teacher and my oh my... kelvin was so excited.. he quickly ran towards en sim, theres goes his hands.... behind en SIm. lol diyana, aqeel, muhaimin as expected joined ! :D

me better stop blabbing and strt uploading photos, dont u think ?

  1. Pandu Puteri Negeri Gathering in Shah Alam, Dataran merdeka
  2. pak Su's kenduri doa selamat
  3. norFiza's kenduri khatam quran
  4. buy boarding school stuff

thnkx again ull, ull were the sweetest classmate i could ever wanted. nothing cant replace u all who shared the moment to copy homeworks. hahah

الحمد لله for sweetest day in my life.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


14 April 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

الله أكبر seriously my cant choose.

what i want in life ?

do i want to get straight A1's in SPM, fly then work.


do i want to do what i want to do. ie. study what i like only, do what i like only.

i can be stubborn sometimes because i want to to be my way. and thats one of the reason how ust Hasmani can guess what my ambition is ---> a Laywer

honestly theres nothing call FREEDOM in this world. even in arab proverbs there is a saying that goes like this

" kebebasan adalah satu tuntutan yang mahal"

and from the word mahal, i can understand that it is hard or impossible to achieve in this world.

"the World is just a stage that determine our future" ----> my saying ahahhah :D

that is why i no i mean all of us here need u ALLAH because u can give us the light of hope ( hidayah ) to ur mere powerless servant. please help me Allah in deciding the right choice to GO or NOT to Go to mrsm Langkawi. seriosuly it has been bothering me since early of this year. i cant say anymore.


btw today was the first competition during math & science week. early in the morning i tried giving an announcement paper to remind the participants of Math & Science quiz to go to bbm room. unfortunately it was stopped by pn Mah n Pn Ainon. v.v"
then call up hasanah and santhana who was practically absent to be at bbm room together with zhi xuan set up the plazes and questions. i went well except for students who i mark cheating yet talking. went smooth tho no teacher around to help us. we conduct it ourselves. yay ! izreen, hasanah, zhi xuan, putra, gary n me was there.

went to c pn mah earlier on and she said that she was dissa[ointed with us( the form 4 prefect board) ouch ! and selva vinod is our new member !(cheers) oh well. afie gets the compliment ! (claps)

then went to padang to try our portable cooking mechanism b4 recess with syuk. set things up and put my bahulu (which was in my pocket hehe) went we got back later after recess.... my oh my it turn well almost like rock. harden. alhamdulillah yippie ! hope it work out that way on comp day.

then jaga for about 5 minutes at gelanggang before being called agin to set up add math quiz comp. at first it was held in bbm room then change plan ...LIBRary. thankfully it was quite and had more space. heheh syai really need to congratulate her. its her fiest time calling those participants who didnt come yet. and my oh my isnt she brave...? i wonder whats her magnitude of body that she shivvers in fear to do that ! hahahah went well. at the same time hasanah n ameelda was marking the math n science quiz paper. who was there ? izreen, wen di, zhi xuan, jor shun, hasanah, ameelda, pei vern, syairah, me. count the money again and oh ! we have rm 2 ringgit extra ...? where should i keeep that? we ( syai, me and pei) count for almost 4 times ! oh well

went bak for chemistry just half a period to copy notes. then sej was practically
copying notes only. and pn kalson just told me to go to pandu puteri stuff in shah alam. she said its under NEGERi ! wow ! i should better cancel my kdu drawing contest right? balik time, i jaga 3 jaya then its empty so help3 setia. and pop ! suddetly zhi xuan appear.

"aqilah aqilah, wheres my book ?

i reply

"i left it in the library"


so it was a another amazing race for me. we ran ran ran !!! i mean seriosuly run to library to find his book and buallla ! found it !:D
went back up to 3 setia and make sure non form 5 wen turun through tangga tengah n stp the students taht did not tuck in the shirt.

lol --------what a hectic full of activity day----------

and tomorrow will be worst ! XP

الحمد لله for the great day !

MSR ! !

13 april 2009

muhaimin emilya shuk, me poratble cooking

ckp on d stage

Sunday, April 12, 2009


have a chat with pchan. well supposely i go to her house today 2- 5 pm. but sumthing came up. i dun not wish to say but yea its personal reason. really want to go so badly cuz i wanna "kacau" them. buahhahahahahahaha. frankly i wish i was there. o.o


will make up to u'll sumhow.>.<" as usual i fiil m

peivern says:
i havent been dramaing
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havent found a nice 1 recently
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i like liar game
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u can try it out
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most recent watached was mei chan no shitsuji
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i told u bout it b4
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dragon zakura

Friday, April 10, 2009


10 April 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

hari ini sekali lagi, kita akan pergi ke um utk s******* appointment. baru jer tukar appoinment nih dari 8 hrb mei ke hari nih. sebenarnya, tak jangka pun nak buat hari nih, tapi alang2 buat apa nk tangguhkan appointment selepas masuk asrama? lebih baik awalkan ... ak lar pening nanti nak balik. [wearing my school uniform ]

semalam tido lambat sbb ummm, chating ngan tgk internet. agak letih sebab tgk laptop nih badan kena bongkok sikit. tu ar yg sediyh nya...huhu

apa pun, pergi dulu. :)

الحمد لله kita dbangunkan smula setelah mati bat seketika.


dah g um dah. sgt x puas hati ! kenapa ? sbb pertama, lambat gila tunggu !!! taular kita sampai lmbat tapi oh oh my. sistem yg bodo lagi lembab ! seriously sangat tension tadi. maksud kita tension geram.tapi jumpa dan nmpak bykorg pelik2. cam x sangka muslim but yes islam. melayu lak tuh... oh mungkin mix kot tapi x kisah ah.

Pumped Up !

9 APRIL 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

i dunt know why but i feel that i just need to write ... why ?
all thnx to Syairah she seems to be writing A LLOOOT now. from what she said earlier to me she cant think of anything to write but now... my my take a look at it urself. so now due to her bright enthusiasm
i am all off !

btw today just got back from Seri Kembangan Policlinic (after went back early from school ) just had my medical check up and i hate it. all those urine test, waiting, and waiting. but what i enjoy most is x - ray. not to say i like taking my clothe off but the process is just interesting not to mention i am already used to it.

lets see, first in the early days before i had my braces off. and that is in pkns kl a ha ya nun dal waw clinic. i wonder why i had to go there. but that time i just had to took off my tudung... n yes i AM RELUCTANT ! what the heck ? but neverthe less i took it off bcause it is a procedure and just niat to allah its for health. then second is when i went to um for reconfirming back bone pain. that time i was shocked and reluctant but less. then yesterday again due to my back bone pain. and lastly today at Seri Kembangan policlinic. Fwuh ! like 5 times i undergo the process of x - ray and I am LOvin it heheh. الحمد لله i my x ray didnt turn out like that ! if not knife and thread will be near me any minte. i mean surgery. heheh

but the main point is ... on Tuesday when i received the letter from mara regarding the mrsm, the next day my mom straight away took me to um for medical check up. with the help of Roslan :D ! then sadly hospitals did not do med check and so we went to change the appt to an earlier date. and luckily الحمد لله on that very morning the xray for bones problem is free. so that kind hospital attendant said

" ah hari nih tak da org buat. masuk je lar "

but the guy who was actually layaning us was kinda ..ummm .. ummm so he ask the lady next to him. and she said

" gi tanya org dalam dulu"

so there he goes, and come back with a good news. i went inside to do x ray tho that day i do not have an appt ! haha
then went to hospital serdang to do med check but same answer. they didnt do it. Hospital serdang is only for pakar. then went to the policlinic that i just went today ! make an appt yesterday cuz i tell u sumting. its really FULL !
ahhh ahh tomorrow going to um again for to see doctor on my bbp.

ahhhha hahaha

fyi order nasi briyani promotion from menara restaurant. and oh my ! what a CHEAP briyani ! just 7.90 for either beriyani lamb or chicken. and the portion is like an adult portion ! fwuh really worth it compared to J.M beriyani. <---- little portian big bucks

+ my hearts says go to msrm langkawi+

الحمد لله for the smooth day

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

mrsm perhaps

6 April 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

tgh hari tadi blik skolah mak kasi tau a Very good-like news. got the third intake for mrsm. and its Langkawi ooo top in Malsyia. but wait. i cant seems to find the semakan mrsm intake form 4 in internet ? can the source be trusted? mak yg call pejabat mara. so ummmm???
by the did my Solat Sunat Istikharah. pray for which is the best choice.
Seriously, kalu kat sj nih, not to say much but i have my ground already. pengawas, MSR, Computer club , Unit beruniform Renjer and more as my co-curriculum points. but in mrsm ? i have to start from scratch. but definitely there i can focus and guarantee myself to score A1 in Spm. Insyaallah !

So ummm ? which to Choose?

btw Hagaren Full Metal Alchemist 2 dah Keluar !!! yippie ! tapi blum tgk lagi. ah life as a student skrg is not easy as 1 2 3. gile byk kerja2 luar. gotta wait till i am free...hahaha
dah byk h/w i x hantar. wakkaka.

btw check this out
young women

Thursday, April 2, 2009

forbidden love ?

2 APRIL 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

hahahahha ameelda i am soo writing about u ! wakakkaka sad that u can not read this but hahah ! dah bocor semua !!! XP here it goes :-

ada seorang budak pompuan nih dia form 4, dan ada seorang budak lelaki cina dia tingkatan 3. dalam bulan januari diorg ber"couple" wakakka then break at the end of february cuz the guy was hahah"bermain kayu tiga"then gt back together in early april. what made me write about this is because the girl would never admitt while the guy is busy showing off hahha

UPDATE : budak perempuan tuh just admit to me and Syai hahah. but she wouldnt want to ask for break up because the guy is sick....auwh... sweeeet !

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Asian Quiz much ?

25 MAC 09

got to the malmal komputer for asean quiz under PN MAh but it was PN Faridah who was with us. hahah
whats so stupid about it is
u had to take the quiz online. with time limit duh !

but hello?

answers can be found online too. hahahah
but basically u wont have much time. so watever

whats going to happen

29 MAC 09

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

just found this link. it seems helpful. ooo 0.0
blog tips and trick

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a very short post indeed. why ? because its morning !!!! wonder what will happen today but
will work my ass of today to finish HW !!! ahh
need to study physics and bio because i have no clue when i am in the class. just act smart like hasanah said.

* will post on ladies nite, japanese exam, and pesta pantun soon*

الحمد لله for this peaceful morning

Sukan 09

28 MAC 08

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

lol today sports day ?! semalam malam baru g ladies nite, balik punya la larut malam then pagi nih kena bagun awal ! moh ~! jikan o tometai na ~!!! >.< ! karada ga warukute supotsu hi e ikinakereba naranai ! tapi nevertheless, i woke up 6.30 bath, pray and ate tiny winny bit of sarawak cake for my breakfast. x boleh makan banyak lar. still rase x sedap badan cuz last night. well not to be scarcastic but i arrived just on time ! actually 5 minute earlier ! imagine that ?! 0.0 pandu puteri kawad wasnt that great but hey we did participate with high spirit and full uniform ! gotta congratulate my pasukan n i for that ! * claps* then the toilet was packed. i mean supperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr pack with girls cahnging. macam *speechless* i change to biru house shirt then paki kasut and out of the suddent,
"aqilah !" shouted sashi and Pn Julie. "hurry up 100 meter is now" i mean like now? gila ker apa? sejak bila la pulak kita masuk 100 meter ...dah la individual lak tuh mmg GILER !!!! warm up pon tak. then others waited for me to cum so i just lari jer la. kesian pulak diorg. so its a last place for me ! *wohoo* smua org tanya, they all gelak....wakakkakak." hahahah tapi bagus ada semangat sukan tu yang penting" lol !:)

then again run for 400 then 4 x 100. 400 got 5th. lol i dunt really care....wonder why ? 4 x 100 like i said i got 1st ! happy but not THAT happy.....still cant figure out and this question has always been in my mind, why ppl like to show off their legs ? i mean tau lar kaki tuh lawa (though some tak) tapi ello ? rude much ? wheres ur sence of religion. but kinda pity them too. maybe they did not get the right asuhan. ah not to mention couples are on the air. like almost every row ada jer "berkepit - kepit" lol. i >.<" tgk. dunno wht i am going to do. no wonder i had read an article in news paper that SUBANG JAYA has the highest lighting and thunder on EARTH ! imagine that ?! imagine berapa banyak setan kat my place. owch.إستغفار‎ and that particular person who wrote the article did not just wrote in 1 news paper but 2 ! see how serious he is... and he urge the malaysia meteorology to declare and tell the national meteorology that Subang Jaya is 1st in the world not sumewhere else (sorry tak ingat lar) btw he wrote the articles in NST and the Star.

my ONLY medal

got back home around 1.40 pm. it was darn scorching HOT !!! macam almost every sport day pasti panas. ah mayb thats one of the reasons i hate sport day lol ! cau from the scene around 1.40 pm, and so heres my conclusion of 09 sports day :

1) a very unplanned sports day (seriously)
2) as usual HOT sports day
3) pleasant place for couples

and conclusion on MY event:

a) perbarisan - LOSE
b) 100 m individual (7th) - LOSE
c) 400 m individual (5th) - LOSE
d) 4 x 100 m relay (1st) - VICTORY

haha how lame am i. but what i notice is, my body is getting weaker, i am getting slower, my leg movement as in even 100 m i could not sprint. previosuly i performance was better. well in 100 m i will get first then by the end i get 2nd. but hey thats good. now.......ekk? dunt wanna elaborate lar. hahah

well thats a bout it. then the whoooooooooooooolllllllllleeee evening sleept. sampai cam tidur mati ah. sadly the setback i got was really bad headache. aouch ! >.<"
did edit my pandu puteri lencana komputer folio. lol after syairah like sms twice


OH I FORGOT ! yeheeee.. i received an invitation in the hippo homestay program wohoo ! alhamdulillah BUT the balance for the fee is slightly different well not slightly because the different from what it mention is around one thousand ! where am i suppose to get the extra 1000. i know it is not my money but takkan i wanna expect my parents to give me. stoopid hippo. and if u look through one third of the participants are كافر. wow ! dah banyak dah diorg selalunya x byk. usually
مسلم are more. now i am 50 50. should i go ? should i not go ? man i sound so racist . lol i mean should i waste another 3k or just burn the 2k?
*think think think*
oh well

الحمد لله for the great day.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

too pricy

19 MAC 09
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
kami-sama e

owh ! just when i thought to buy the ninakimi galdiator sandals the price struck me.
dah email dah dah tanya dah. but in the end it is going to be rm 150. ouch ! there goes my money if i buy... but it is soo irresistible. no wonder hasanah called me childish because almost everything i saw i will strive to get my hands on it. mom only allow me to buy the rm 50 sandal. its cute but ....preferred galdiator more.

*will post the pic soon* stoopid blogspot couldnt upload my pictures. lol.

الحمد لله for today

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Sunday, March 15, 2009

a fresh start

15 MAC 2009

0625 - woke up and went to parent's room
0650 - woke up again, did my prayers
0705 - on the computer
0716 - went for a jog with parents

fwuh ! ^.^" what a day ... i jog for a bout like 2 km non-stop ? yea it does seems little but i'm not that athletic type so yeah ! i am happy !
it was fun by the way. whats more, ate my breakfast and sleep for 3 hours !! just for that freaking 1 hour jog.... hahaha how inequivalent. oh before i snoore did get to watch a hallmark movie "enemy within" here's MY synopsis,

about chubby dark hair girl name Amy who suffered from eye desease that recently cause her eye sight. thunder storm were outside. she was home alone, her boyfriend went to run out some errand, and her grandmother was not in. unfortunately, there were 4 fugitive on the lose and one of them was in Amy's house. thanks to her sharp hearing she knew the fugitive was with her. luckily, David, her boyfriend rang her to check her up. she sounded terrified and he told that to the police. the sheriff went to check on her unfortunately, he was stabbed on the back by non other than the Fugitive. later did Amy knew that her grandmother was murdered. she was terrified but managed to take the bullets from the sheriff. then it was a chase game. Amy did a smart act. she tricked and lured the fugitive into the basement. and when he went inside, she quickly locked it thus, bang fainting him. she went back inside, and thearatically, the Fugitive's brother came in as a police man. fortunately he was a little dumb. they as he was about to leave a gun shot was heard. it came from his brother's whereabouts. they met and came inside to kill Amy.David came, shut down the electricity, chaos happened inside the house, Amy kill the Fugitive's brother, David was put as hostage. At that moment Amy was reloading the gun she took from Fugitive's brother. She shot the Fugitive then cops came to the rescue !!!! the end.

sounds boring. you bet because its me who wrote it. hahah. nevertheless it was a high suspense thriller movie. and yea in the movie, everyone seems to care for Amy. weird.

Lepas tu, petang tadi gi rumah uncle Amir, sebenarnya bukan my real uncle pun tapi sebab sejak kecik kenal, panggil lar uncle. dia buat open house as a thanks giving to Allah for getting Jusa C. his house was WAY UP on Bukit Jelutong. nah tengok lar kawasan umah tuh ~

rasenya thats the type of house. oh well. hujan lebat sangat petang tad. sampai kena masuk masuk masuk dalam kalu tak nak makanan basah. Laksa dia YUMMy !!! roti jala.....>.<" ! dan kat dalam surat khabar berita mingguan ada nih budak pompuan buat kasut kulit, well selipar flip flop lar. buat tangan lak tuh ! perh ! tapi padan la bapak dia pembuat capal.

comel !!!!!! nak sgat ! liek those gladiators !

another day another homework is delay. hahah kononya nak siapkan hw by weekend but satu pun tak buat. the usual me ... ahhh !!! i wanna change ! >.< !

Saturday, March 14, 2009

one after another

13 MAC 2009

the day i was strike twice in my heart. but with a grin.
here it goes.........
The day before yesterday, edleen texted me to bring pandu's uniform. why ?
sebab akan dapat award due to my achievement in PMR as a Pandu.
then today, as sceduled, i had my chemistry and mod math paper it was ok. except in chemistry i never heard of mercury formula and as usual i did my "shot". after all it was just a March test. like i used to say....hahhaha. pei vern will definitely slap her forehead if she hears this....hahhaha. and thats the GRIN.

Lepas tu, Wow ! Roudhah datang sekolah ! so does Adlan. well, i am just speechless. they ( roudhah, athyrah, diyana ) were hugging like mad. i expected hate those kind of stuff (e.g hugs, kisses, muax ) oh my ! nevertheless i greeted roudhah. and wat a word to describe, she wore scarf, like ..unexpected ! but i am happy for her that she had found the hidayah from ALLAH. :) i went next door (4 Usaha) and sat with pei, syai, and jan. kononnya studying for mod math... but we did. well for a while. lepas tu lepas tu kan, roudhah datang duk with us. and i was so ..... what can i say, my feelings are mixed. i am happy for her. yet i am jealous of her. she is able to go to asrama MRSM LAngkawi lak tuh. by the way, she told us stories of how's like to be in it. macam dia jadi student representative for form 4, they started their studies... i mean kajian studies. her group of 3 is studying on the cure of "cikukungnya" or "chikungunya" ah wat ever ! then, they always have tonnes of home work until she had to stay up late to finish it. and on top of all the school is like a Country. in the month of september there will be an election and ROudhah is going for it !!! go Roudhah GO !! but Roudhah tell u wat...? i am so envy of u. u were given a chance to study in that prestigious school. unlike me i am not accepted. if i were u, i would be working my as off ! u were lcky. bukan just top mrsm tapi top teknik school pun awk dapat. wahhh !!!!

physically, i showed a happy and smilly face. but actually i was crying INSIDE.
then she had to go. but oh ! she told us, 'couple' is HAram. well i guess that too. and she said she had to buy more bigger clothes...hahahha the school teached her to be on the right path. and that was it. she left

when i got back to my class, my friend were saying... "Aqilah ! Pn Kalson cari awak" ohhh.. cikgu cakap, how am i suppose to receive the award when i am not a member of REnjer. AH ! not a member? excuse me? i have been a member of PAndu Puteri since i was 10 years old. what the heck ? she showed me the list of name, and my name wasn't in it. oh my this is why i hate my school's Pandu Puteri. i am always left out. Guess what ! she said, i could not take the award because due to the office boy who did not fax the answer paper. and i was like..... oooookaaaaaayyy. she should not let that happen should she !!!!?? ahhhhh ! because of that i had to go back home late !!!
2.30 pm ??!!! when school ended 12.40 ?!! ahh and i saw syakirah went to receive her 'tali pekeliling' wow ! now dia dapat saya ?

i got back home went straight up to my room and mourn. i cried. did my prayers and i wanted to sleep, but mom said she'll be waiting for me to eat lunch. and during that time i told her. told her what was inside my heart that was grumbling. she always said that there's hikmah behind all this. yea i know... ALLAH is the mighty and theres always a reason for the doings.... but YA ALLAH tolong lar bagi hidayah kpd ku...... aku masih tak rase tenang.

that evening i checked the mrsm 2nd intake. ............. i failed !
just when i thought i could experience learning in a boarding school like Roudhah, ALLAH stopped me. i still cant figure it out... why ?
my japanese class will end soon. and it is just right for the 2nd intake. why ?
that has always been in my mind.

but alhamdulillah, thankfully i am able to control myself. well a bit. but a little is better than nothing right? pray for me that i will get the third intake. Amin !